Hey. First Post. In a nutshell i had my daughter at 33 and had a host of issues during pregnancy. I developed pericarditis with effusion which was fluid on my heart. I had pluresy... Sepsis.. Pneumonia... All related to the issues with my heart. The doctors never knew what flared it. It did go away but i faced my mortality when i was about 28 weeks. I thought we'd both die. My cardiologist said i CAN try again it MAY Not happen and I would be intensely monitored but i am scared. She is 4 in October and i have just turned 37. My implant runs out in September and i am so torn between not having another and just going for it. Also... Aside from the terrible experience i had i also have qualms about being an older mum. Don't know fully why... I just hoped i would have had my kids earlier. I know there is more risks associated. Bit of a ramble but keen to hear from other mums who've for one had difficult pregnancies and gone on to have more. And two older mums 35+ if i tried again end of the year.... Id likely be 39 when baby was born if i caught easily. Thanks for reading. I appreciate it