well this is long so ill try n shorten it as much as poss!!! 5 years ago i had a son (i was 16 when i got pregnant) my family disowned me but came round after birth of my son... his dad left me day after i came out of hospital and said he wasnt ready to be a dad. his parents demanded dna test which i did then after positive result started seeing him... it fizzled out and now they see him now and again. however i soon became pregnant again and had a termination my family found out and i was left feeling like i had let everyone down again. But when my son was 10 months old i met new boyfriend (lot older) and sorted my life out, we had nice house he had good job ect... everything went well then i had miscarrage followed by a healthy daughter (now 3) i thought i had my perfect family but then i found a bruise on my son when my daughter was 7 weeks old, i was worried and called health visitor, who imformed social services, i then had my children taken off me for 5 months (they lookly stayed at my mums) but having supervised visitation but strain on my relationship with my daughter and i began to suffer post natal depression... which went againest me, it but strain on me and partner and both familys fell out, when i thought things couldnt get any worse partner was charged with ABH on my son... i couldnt believe it and had to fight with social services to get kids back in family home i did win eventually and after 5 months i took my babies home (caused yet more strain between familys) but then my partner was found guilty of ABH at crown court and because i had wrote letters in to court and backed him and made him out to be family man he got of with fine and community service... i was heart broken i returned from court and my partner had packed my bags and thrown me out me and the kids out (it was his house) so i ended up at my friends then in a refuge for xmas 05 it was horrid i felt ill and my mental health went down the pan... i ended up been rehoused on a rough council estate (n i mean rough) where my life was made a misery.. windows put throw house broke into ect. i lost the plot and packed my daughters bags and took them to my mums where i believed she would be better off... it made my life and reputation worse and i took over dose while my son was in house and sent a msg to my ex sayin to get help for tom to get him out er house... ambulance crew n police broke in and took me hospital my son also went to live with my mum at this point.. i however got medication and help and got kids back and met new partner ect and now married have good job and nice house in totally different area and really got my life together in 2 years.my kids are bright and happy and im a good parent and so is my husband only prob is my family wont forgive me and think ill mess up again and its gettin me down.... what should i do???