Don't get me wrong, I never expected magnificent things for my life. I assumed I'd get married and like all teenagers, mine was going to be the on that lasted forever, because I'd be absolutely sure before I married, that this was my forever man... But what happens when your forever man, the father of your 3 children decides that you're not his forever? That you never have been, and since you split up everything you feared (because gut feelings are real) was true, that no girl had enough about her to let you know just how much he was cheating, even the one that thought he was the father of their child didn't tell you.
He's now married, everyone around him believes the lies he told. But I've dealt with it all really well for the past 2 years and 9 months... For some reason now I'm not dealing with being alone well at all. I have the kids 4 nights a week (13 days a fortnight) and I'm not enjoying it as much as I used to. I'm in a funk, not sure how to get out of it.