This will probably sound ridiculous, but I can't help it. I stopped breastfeeding my younger son when he was 14 months because he was up all night for the boob. I was so exhausted that my husband started putting him to sleep and sleeping with him all night, and so it continued (he's now 17 months). I've been enjoying full nights sleep every night but I didn't know there would be a price to pay... my son now only want his dad to put him to bed! He would scream and throw himself about if my husband is at home asking for him. When my husband is out, he doesn't have any problem and lets me put him to sleep. However I often notice that even during the day he's attached to him and he adores him. I stay all day with him, he doesn't go to nursery or anything, and I'm just taken for granted, then his dad comes home and he rushes to him... I feel like I failed as a mother a bit, maybe I shouldn't have stopped BF, it seems selfish to give it up just to be able to have a good sleep and now having to lose the precious bond with your child. Any words of wisdom? Thank you and sorry for waffling...
PS he's my second, my older son also is quite a daddy's boy, but not to this extend