Scared there's no coming back from this

[wecarryon]

I've just hit such a low point and the title says it all, I'm scared I can't bring myself out of this anymore.
I'm so miserable, afraid to admit to anyone close to me the extent of how I'm feeling and my poor kids are bearing the brunt of it.
We've been indoors for nearly 7 days now (I've had covid so isolating) and I know that things should obviously get easier once isolation is lifted but I can't even see past the next few days. Starting to ignore family and friends calls and texts because I just can't face them wanting to hear that I'm better but knowing I'm not. Mum guilt is through the roof, I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do.

Hi OP... big hug .. you sound tired and fed up with it all.. it’s been exhausting for parents over the lockdown and being stuck indoors isolating is just a total nightmare with kids!! It’s been such a hard time for mums in particular I think... if you don’t feel or want to talk to friends about how you’re feeling call your Gp tomorrow and ask that they refer you for counselling sessions. You will find them soo helpful if your matched with a good counsellor and you can do it by phone or zoom .. I hope you’re feeling abit better now xx