My little girl is nearly 20 months and she is just non stop just now, she thinks she is the boss and is very demanding. She is my third baby so I know this age can be hard but I never felt like this with my other two. Of course we had bad days but with her just now I feel like I never want to be around her, I feel such relief going to work or dropping her off at nursery and dread when she's back. I'm in such a bad mood these days trying to deal with her, she is very wingey just now too always moaning and crying, very destructive too always trying to break things. I'm so tired and unhappy and I think it's because of her which makes me feel so guilty for feeling like this. She was an amazing baby born with a little cleft lip my heart would burst with love just looking at her she was everything to me. Now I just feel dread, impatient and guilt when I see her, i can be alone most days with her while dad's at work unless I'm at work and I just don't want to be around her. Sorry for going on a bit I feel so sad these days.