I don’t really know what I want from this post but I’m just struggling so much with everything. I was diagnosed with PND after having my DD last June which isn’t a surprise as I had depression before I was pregnant too. I am on anti depressants and they was working but I just feel as though they don’t now and I’m stuck in a hell hole which is my head. I worry constantly about everything and I get worryingly angry at my partner as he doesn’t understand what it’s like or even ty to understand for that matter. Because of the way I am atm my relationship is really on the line Even with the relationship counselling. I get told I’m making a big issue out of everything when I’m asking questions about certain situations. I’m due to go back to work early March and my head just isn’t contending well with leaving my DD, it’s shift work so early mornings and late nights are a must as I am in a managerial role. I suck with sleep deprivation which is worrying me too. I constantly feel guilty as I feel I should be happy all the time. I love my DD so much. I’m just struggling so much 