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Motherhood sucks

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Drowninggg · 06/01/2021 00:13

I’m having a miserable time, literally feel suffocated especially since the new lockdown has been declared.

I have a 7yo and an 18mth old. LO is difficult and such hard work, I feel like she’s the equivalent of 2/3 children.

As a result of this I feel my 7yo slipping away, I barely know her. I don’t get one on one time with her unless LO naps which is around just over an hour a day. In that hour I find myself picking up on housework, sorting lunch out and doing a quick tidy up, or I just make a cuppa and slouch on the sofa and BREATHE!

I’m struggling, I know you’ll tell me it gets easier and I’d believe you if this was a non Covid world. I feel myself sinking lower and lower into a dark hole.

The first lockdown in March last year was testing - I got through it thinking it’s temporary and it will probably never happen again. Now here we are with the schools closed again and pretty much home bound.

OP posts:

Are your children’s vaccines up to date?

Set a reminder

PolkadotGiraffe · 06/01/2021 00:33

Nurseries are still open. Can you send the 18 month okd to nursery some days so that you have some time to rest and one-to-one time with your 7 year old? You may find that nursery improves her behaviour also, as she'd benefit from interaction with children her age and it may tire her out!

Ohalrightthen · 06/01/2021 21:01

Get your toddler's dad to take her for a good chunk of the day at least once a week.

Moomin12345 · 06/01/2021 22:01

Feeling the same way about motherhood. It's horrid.

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PolkadotGiraffe · 06/01/2021 23:01

Are you ok OP? You not coming back to your thread is worrying me a bit.

Foxinthechickencoop · 07/01/2021 14:43

I was in the same position as you with same ages in March. I missed my 7 year old so much, I just found the enjoy anything with her as the toddler was so draining and demanding. I couldn’t do some schooling because the toddler wouldn’t allow it. There is NOTHING that entertains an 18 month old independently for more than 3 minutes.

It does get easier. Not a lot but a bit. I always feel so guilty, because I love my toddler soooo much , she was planned and she’s so amazing. But having this age gap has definitely put a strain in my relationship with my older daughter. Instead of actively being part of her life, I can only take her to places and watch whilst entertaining a toddler. It’s hard to be ‘present’ for her.

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