My son is two years old and under paediatrician for autism he’s such a lovely sweet boy yes he’s hard work at times but I wouldn’t change him for the world he’s my absolute life I do absolutely everything I possibly can to make his life fun and happy he doesn’t sleep very well so most night we’re up all night I take him out to the woods parks play centres etc we try and do outdoors activity so as much as I can we do fun activity’s in the house when he wants to and sensory activities I feel like I’m trying to do the best I can and try so hard but I constantly feel like I’m a bad mom like I’m not doing it right like everything I do is wrong if he has a meltdown I blame myself for it that it must be my fault some how iv done something wrong that day etc I have no idea why I feel like this because I try so hard my whole life is my son everything I do is for my son so why do I feel like a shit mother the mom guilt is constant all day everyday I beat myself up if he doesn’t get out somewhere for one day cause he’s been stuck in the house all day even though we’ve played all day
How do I stop myself feeling guilty and thinking I’m a bad mom all the time
Sorry for the awful grammar and spelling
First time poster please help I’m driving myself crazy