I feel down about my life. My sister who was my best friend has moved away. She's got a new boyfriend and doesn't chat to me the same anymore unless she needs something or her boyfriend is away.
I have 2 year old twins and they're hard work. Everything has become a battle with them - putting on coats, getting into the carseat etc.
I'm a stay at home mum - I quit my job as I hated it. I worked in a school with kids behavioural issues and it was even more taxing than staying at home.
I go out with them everyday - we go to groups, I talk to people and make an effort but after a year of doing it and the kids being hard work I feel depleted.
My husband helps when I ask him to but he's also a bit stuck with his life I think. He's stuck in an easy, well paid job that doesn't fulfil him. He's flat and often I'm the one to initiate things. I have given up initiating things and he's begun to suggest ideas.
My parents seem depressed also. They are stuck wanting things in life but never making the change. They never suggest outings or meetings anything either.
I know things will change soon when they're in school but I'm finding it difficult right now.