Me and my kids father where in and off the past 2 year he keep breaking my heart every time I took him back the one time I put my wall up my heart got broken worse than before because he past away I’m full of regret The pain just seems to get worse as the days go by and it breaks my heart more because I didn’t just loss him the kids did to I just wish it was a nightmare because this doesn’t go away if you truly love some don’t waste time with Stupid fights with a blink of an eye you can loss them forever me and my kids did get long anof with him