is any of you find it hard to be a mum? I feel like I lost myself, I love my DD with all my heart but it so hard to deal with her, I dont have my own peace to do anything, i really mean anything, even in my sleep..i dream with one eye open because of worried about her! i get up when she not eating because I worry of her and then she prove it to me that's she's ok to skip a meal! most of my friends are begin to getting far from me because of me..I cant participating anything with friend..even my boyfriend, we dont even have our own time together like before and it's just seem to drift away from each other. I felt more and more alone every single day, when I tell people about how I feel they just said "how can you be lonely with little around you?"...isn't it weird that I feel that way? yes my DD kept me busy , so busy that I cant even have my brain to think or imagine anything, I just missing to talk to other people like a human conversation, human interaction, not a child conversation.. I feel like I am failing my DD. but most if the time I swear my head is so ready to explode!