So just to say I do love her very dearly and I know things will get better BUT..
She screams all day long. She's been a bit rubbish from birth with sleeping, first off would only ever sleep on myself or DP day or night so we had to take shifts. Then she started sleeping in her next to me crib at night, lovely, had a few horrendous nights but mostly goes 1.5-4 hours between feeds so at least we're both getting some sleep at night. However, during the day unless she is physically on my breast she is screaming, she might fall asleep but I cannot move or she'll wake. I can't put her down. Not in her car seat, swing, bouncer, crib, the bloody moon, I cannot put her down. She does have 1 or 2 formula feeds during the day so DP can feed her and I can get a 5 minute break but as soon as she's finished she's crying again. She'll sleep happily in her ergo baby as long as I'm walking around. Other things she does that makes me think it may be reflux: throws up at almost every feed and has terrible wind despite winding and have tried Infacol and Dentinox colic drops, she also arches her back during feeds. I took her to the GP earlier this week as I didn't want to miss something if she was in pain and not just doing normal difficult baby things and she didn't seem to think anything was wrong but to go back if things don't improve. I'm just at the end of my patience with it, I have an older son who has ASD and is either being ignored or told to be quiet and it breaks my heart I can't even sit and read a book with him anymore unless I leave the baby screaming. GP was sure it wasn't CMPA. She's gaining weight well. I don't know what else to do. Any advice?