i've had an awful evening with my dd, i put her to bed, and got ready to go for a bath, and she started straight away, i've had an awful day, am really tired, and just wanted some peace, i tried explaining to her that she can't keep getting out of bed for stupid reasons, and she should just leave me alone, or i'd end up smacking her, and if i did that, someone might come and take her away from me, i know what i said was awful, i just needed her to leave me alone for 5 minutes, then she was crying, i was crying and felt like smashing something, and she ended up ringing my friend to come round, i feel like such a failure. i'm 25 wks pg, on my own, and i've probably scarred her for life
please tell me this will get better