I am sure I have caused this. His dad has a new job, and so he sees more of me and less of daddy now. And he has told me he wants to make daddy come back and live here, and daddy will buy him the things he likes, and when he grows up he will smoke like daddy, in the garden .
And he's been vile to his brother, and probably in return I have been too hard on him. And I have made him angry, and now the playschool probably think I am abusing him because he is four years old and won't share and hits the other kids.
I am trying so fucking hard, why is it so hard? How can I explain why daddy can't come back to live here?
How can I make him happy again?