I have two DSs age 3 and 15months, I used to feel like such a good mother before DS2 was born but now I feel really shit at it.
Since he arrived I seem to have lost the handle on it all? I went through a bad stage of PND after DS2 arrived which took a very long time to leave and I feel it's changed me as a mother. I don't know how to talk to my 3 year old to get through to him day to day, we just seem to argue (he's a real threenager) , we don't have any set routine I just seem to wing it each day and hope for the best and I don't have near enough time for either of them as I should.
I know 2 is much different than one but I feel very much the root to the problem is inside me, I don't feel like I'm doing a good job at all and I don't want to damage my kids as a result of me being too scared to throw myself into being a proper parent again.
I read loads of blogs on Pinterest at night about "talking to your kids" a certain way and setting up the day a certain way but when it comes to it I'm lost 🙈
I thought maybe a book of advice and help might do the trick? I can't ask anyone for help as no-one seems to struggle the way I do and I'm embarrassed.
Thankyou in advance 