After 15 years together it seems like my disability (started 5 years ago) is going to split us up and the selfish part of me is worried about how I'd cope.
He deals with all the finances and I can't work so I feel like money would be a huge problem and I'm worried I'm going to end up homeless, starving and completely alone (cos I wouldn't subject the kids to it) and if that happens I don't think I'd keep the suicidal thoughts away.
Has anyone gone through splitting up?