I have 3 children and can honestly say I love them all equally. They are very different in personality, sporting or academic ability, all have strengths and all have weaknesses. BUT ... and I feel horribly guilty even admitting to this .... out of my 3, there is one of my kids I just get on with so well all the time. Better than the other two. Maybe its because he is the eldest, maybe its because of his personality. I don't love him more but I guess I enjoy his company more, more of the time, than his brother and sister. Am I alone in my guilt trip or do others experience this?