Really stressed and panicked 😞
Been overwhelmed with baby blues and stressed with baby due to lack of sleep 2hrs a day and constant breastfeeding literally all day which now turns out not been getting enough and now having to attempt to combine feed which isn't going well as can't keep much formula down at all and not gaining weight as well as he should anymore
All that plus now it looks that potentially on Monday DH could be sacked for petty things that basically team and department under review and going through everyone's work performance to attempt to trim fat where possible he has a a disciplinary and he's stressed with worry as it was only 2months ago he passed 6month probation so been able to talk about moving and getting a mortgage to make work life balance better as currently we were both commuting 3hrs per day for work now with baby it's killing DH less time at Home and knackering stuck in traffic.
I haven't stopped crashing since finding this out 3days ago also have health visitor coming 2nd time this week tomorrow to see how DS getting on and not feeling happy about that either
It's all rather too much DS constantly crying, being sick and feeding and not wanting to sleep anywhere other than my arms and now possible job less and dream of moving and getting mortgage on potential hold in jeopardy too.