So I'm feeding our 9 month old. She's feeding s lot in the night again and I'm so tired. Our other three sleep through but sometimes they can have a night terror or get cold or anything like that and I nudge him to see if he can go as I've either just fed the baby or know I'm going to soon but he just rolls over and then I ask again and it just gets me mad and then I snap and end up swearing or saying something. Which I wrong I know, but in the height of sleep deprivation I just get annoyed. Last night I was feeding and then in the toddlers bed for an hour then feeding again. He then went in after us arguing again.
I just feel it shouldn't be this way. Arguing when it just needs to be fair and not a game. Team work so to speak. It's causing us to argue daily and he says "why do you wake up so moody?"..... any wonder?
Then I end up saying stuff I don't mean just because I'm mad and so exhausted which I know is wrong but sarcastic remarks just makes me feel disrespected.