I have been a single parent for most of my twins lives. They are now nearly 19. One has gone to uni in September and I have hit a huge depression. I've been signed off work. I feel I've lost my identity, my role in life. Yes I still have one at home - he's looking for work. But I can't handle the feeling of missing his brother. We used to talk a lot, about everything. I'm so proud and pleased that he has settled into uni life so quickly - I must've done something right. But the thought of being at home with no one fills me with despair. I only ever wanted to be a mum. Never anything else. I work full time but I've got no real 'close' friends and I feel so alone. I know I'm being absolutely ridiculous but I can't stress enough how low and useless I now feel. Please help!