not sure what the point of posting this is. it's a bit self indulgent. but truth is I daren't tell anyone in rl (apart from dh and lifelong bf) so that I give myself time to compose myself if it's bad news. which it seriously might be. I'm a clever gal in the scheme of things (tho i say it myself ) but have never done anything as bluddy hard as I did last year. I put my heart and soul into it. I wreaked havoc on my family life. Whatever the results I wouldn't be suprised if there's a tear or two in my eyes. I have no idea how I'll sleep tonight. I feel worse than the night before my first exam.