I never normally get upset or down as I know there as so many worse off than me but after a recent fa,mily argument I,m so upset. without going into too much boring detail I have a condition that causes my joints to dislocate , my digestive system and bladder to fail causing sickness etc and heart problems. I had my first baby last year but was critically I'll in the process due to septacimia and a abcess on my heart, my mum dad and partner visited but no one else even though my parents were sat down and told I wasn't going to make it no one showed up, not ,y cousins, my friends, my Aunty's and I let that go. but then the other night my cousin who I classed as a best friend took the decision to send me horrible messages over Facebook saying all I want is people to feel sorry for me , that I make out I'm dying all the time and that I seek attention to make friends. I never even talk about my illness unless I'm asked and if anything I hide it! many people don't even know the problems I have yet I'm called attention seeking? I'm feeling really down and am now questioning whether everyone thinks that. I mean I know not every one understands disability's but I thought family was the ones you could count on. sorry I sound so bloody depressing but this is the only place I can vent without people knowing who it is which if I did on Facebook would resuLt in more attention seeking comments. I feel like no one understands which never bothered me until. I'm even wondering if I am all those things and don't realise it! please be nice xxx