And I've been at uni for a week.
I love it so so much, it feels like I am meant to be there.
But student finance have just messed everything up for me and now I'm facing the possibility of having to drop out.
Basically I studied a year with OU, I didn't tell student finance because I didn't realise you had to. That is completely my fault and I accept responsibility for that completely.
But here's the thing... I applied back in march, I got a confirmation letter in July stating what and when I was gettin my student loan/grant fees etc so I had no idea anything was wrong.
I enrolled, watched my uni put my confirmation in myself, days later no student finance. I spent a total of 4 hours on the phone to SF over the weekend and not once did they mention my application being stopped. It took for my uni to phone up on my behalf for them to say it had been stopped.
If this had come up before I had started uni I would have had it sorted ASAP and it wouldn't be an issue.
But now I have started I've used up my savings paying for dds nursery (I'm having to pay for the out of my student loan because apparently I don't qualify for childcare grant) thinking that I'd be able to put it back in once my student loan comes in.
I'm having to re apply now and it could take months, I'm out of savings and if it takes longer than November to sort out I just don't have the money to carry on.
I'm now wondering if I should just cut my losses now because I'm just losing money.
Sorry if this is all rambled and confusing, I'm really upset.