I just need to rant really. I have a chronically early rising 9 month old baby (5.30am every day). I've tried everything, and I can't solve this despite the fact she is grumpy until her nap in the morning. I'm not a good sleeper anyway so am very tired and sick of my grumpy baby.
We are supposed to be moving house next week, but we have one day on which to complete, and for the week before and two weeks after my DP is abroad on work trips. The house is in need of work so my DD and I are going to be living in non-ideal circumstances. My mum is staying abroad with my sister for the summer holidays so she's not on hand to help a little.
My best friend is getting married at the weekend. I would normally look forward to these things, but we are going tomorrow as I am a bridesmaid, and my DP can't get the afternoon off work so isn't able to join us until mid-morning on the Saturday. He'll have to take the train as I will have the car. I am going to have to juggle the baby by myself through a rehearsal, and early morning in someone elses house, and somehow keep her entertained in the morning without any help while I try and look presentable and stop her from getting in everyone's way.
Just feeling stressed I guess, I know everything will be okay and it'll all be over in a couple of weeks, but I have dread for a wedding I should be looking forward to, and dreading spending a lot of the holidays without my mum or DP.