But I don't want to make another mistake in dropping out. Can anyone tell me whether I'm being ridiculous or whether my concerns are well grounded.
I'm doing a sports science course, which I appreciate might not attract the most academic people, but I do expect to be challenged, even a little bit would be nice, and I don't feel that I am.
The teaching seems a bit rubbish, tbh. Our timetable is one session per week, per module, which is timetabled for 3 hours. Sometimes this will be 3 hours of being lectured, sometimes it's more interactive. There are no seminars or tutorials. Often the timetabled sessions are cut short - sometimes to just half an hour, and then we're told to use the rest of our time "constructively" - which is much easier if you have the opportunity to plan your time rather than have a 3 hour break in the middle of the day, on campus, sprung on you.
The standard of teaching isn't great, one of our lecturers makes mistakes on his handouts (eg saying metatarsals are in the hand) and misspells or misprononounces a lot of anatomical stuff, so much of the class are now making the same mistakes.
In another module we are only just starting what we're supposed to cover in semester 2, in spite of being seven weeks into it! We've just done short lectures expanding on semester 1 (marking time effectively) since the semester started.
In one of our courses two recent lectures have covered the use of commas and where to use capital letters. My 8yo nephew is doing this at present.
I haven't met my tutor since our introduction day, whereas when I was at university as a teenager we had weekly scheduled meetings.
Our semester 1 exams (all multiple choice) haven't been marked yet - we took them in January.
Most of the other students don't care, now this doesn't bother me much, but I was told off for being engaged in class a couple of weeks ago - but I'm the only one engaged so if the chap wants answers to his questions he has to expect them to come from me!
I'm doing really well in the stuff we've had marked (aside from one module we haven't had returned, I have passed the year by doing well enough in semester 1) but don't feel challenged. I was also given 100% in an oral where I know I made a mistake, so know I didn't deserve it and it has kind of demotivated me.
Gosh, this is turning out to be long, but it's nearly over. Looking at it with the view that this is costing me £27,000, makes me think it isn't worth it. I'm not even sure why I started the course - I stopped working after a breakdown some years ago and felt I had to do "something" and this seemed like it would be interesting and challenging, and it isn't. I'm only in the first year, so I wonder if it'll get more interesting or difficult in the 2nd and 3rd years, but seeing as the standard is so low and the target is to get 80% of the class through to the second year I have my doubts.
Do I sound like a moaning Minnie or is it reasonable to be concerned? I worry about raising these concerns at the university as the target and the fees issue has made me think that the advice I get won't be in my best interests.
Am I being a dickhead for thinking of leaving? I have no idea what I'd do instead.
Sorry for the epic post.