I have two DD's aged 5 1/2 and 3 and as far as me and DH were concerned that was it, family complete. I'm also self employed and my business has really taken off in the past 6 months and I'm really happy about that.
I've just done a clear blue and its come up positive. I am petrified. DH doesn't want any more kids. He found the sleep deprivation really bad and he has said he can't do that again. He has a long commute and his job means long hours.
I have no idea how I feel about this. I am not sure I can go back to the baby years again. DD1 needs me a lot at the moment as she's the youngest in her school year and she struggles with tiredness and the pace of learning quite a bit. DD2 has just started sleeping through in her own bed and has potty trained herself!!!
I'm so annoyed with myself. I was on the pill but it gave me terrible migraines so I stopped taking it and we've used condoms. I know we had unprotected sex once about 4 weeks ago but my period turned up two days after this (cycle has been all over the place since having DD2) so thought I'd got away with it.
I've given all our baby stuff to my best friend who is due in 10 weeks.
I don't know what to do.