Have ahd a very hard day today, just need a rant.
I have 2 dc's,dd 2yo and a 6 wk old ds. My dd seems to have just realised her brother is here to stay and is being quite difficult. General screaming and shouting and being defiant which I think is normal (?) although I am doing an awful lot of shouting at the mo so am thinking it is my behaviour that is making this worse. She is also in tears ALOT and hitting/throwing things at bro. I took her to my cousins house today while I had to go to a burial which she normally loves but she was stroppy, demanding and argumentative with cousin and her DS.
As for my DS, since he has been born I have fallen asleep with him on my chest when he was 1 day old resulting in a ?fractured skull. Luckily it was fine but thats made me anxious about him. He also has reflux and finds his bottles hard at times and at the mo hes not drinking as much as normal, which worries me coz then he's not getting enough of his gaviscon. My nan has also passed away suddenly (we were close) and then my father in law passed away suddenly too, and I adored him and am so sad that he's gone and my kids are not going to remember him. Finally buried his ashes today.
I just feel so stressed and am thinking my dd's behaviour is all my fault and my nosey old neighbour is going to report me to social services for shouting and my babies will be taken away. Irrational I know but can't help worrying!
Any tips with DD? shes my biggest worry and I love her so much, the little bugger :)