hi everyone, I have had a awful day
I'm heavily pregnant with twins (csection due this wed) and 3 children 8,5 and 11months!!
I have got myself into a state today at vein so scared of the csection that I have been in tears most of the day and I have prob made myself self feel ill and depressed. ( yesterday I was fine so excited)
I feel awful today I can't count how much I have shouted or been just plain horrible today.
I feel guilty, out of controll and I'll have to do it all again Tom.
I'm so tired I can't sleep more than a hour at night, my dh is fantastic but needs to work as he won't get paid and he has had to take so much time of with me be use I have been in d out of hospital.
Just a awful awful day