Hi gang, I've never posted anything like this before and tbh am a little worried about being judged but i'm a young woman and as my username suggests would love to have a little baby one day (either biological or adopted). 2 things really have stopped me, one i have a medical problem i need a BIG operation in the states for [sad] and also never found the right person. I had my heart badly broken exactly a year ago by a lad who turned out to be gay [shock]. I really thought he was 'the one' but no. But recently i have had really strong feelings for pop star Justin Bieber. He's been on my mind non-stop and i feel a fool! and daren't tell anyone. I've been crying and things with it. It's only been happening for a week and just hope it simmers down a bit. I keep looking at photo's an news of him (i joined his fan page on Fb) and he's goven me hope by saying "never give up on your dreams" and "never say never" (although i think these are REALLY great messages to send out to people and i belive 100% in those ideas too), i'm a person that likes to make things happen. But i keep hoping if i can somehow get around it i could meet him. I know Millions of girls love him but i'm older than them and feel different. 90% of them will probalay forget him when the next hearthrob appears but i KNOW i won't!. I have noticed i'm attracted to younger men anyway (the lad who broke my heart was). I just feel a bit alone in it too as i feel ashamed. I keep thinking about marrying him and moving to Canada (wrap up folks! [grin]).........NEVER SAY NEVER!. But do you think it will go gang?, is it normal?. Hoping so!! lol.