This may go on a bit. Sorr.
Feeling really crap today. Life is getting too much. DH is finishing a degree and is looking for jobs with no luck, and I don't think he's going to get one either (through no fault of his own but I'm not going into that)
His only real option seems to be starting his own business but this could take 2 years or even more to see any real return. I work 3 days a week (I know this is better than full time) but desperately miss being a SAHM. I'm also desperate for a DC2 but know this would be v difficult on current finances.
I just feel so responsible for our family. If I didn't work we'd have nothing and we can barely pay bills as it is. I hate my job and miss my DS and feel stuck. Even a career change would be far too risky at the mo.
Feeling like shit today and it's now effecting the time I do have with DS as I just keep looking at him and wanting to cry.