Sorry, bit long and rambling.
My DS is 3 months old and I?m going round in circles what direction to go in with my life when maternity leave ends.
I should have done a psychology degree (or at least something in mental health), as I love the subject but took bad advice and ended up doing a humanities degree, which to be honest never got me anywhere. So I decided to change tact and completed 2 courses of the OU psych conversion course.
I have put in a massive amount of effort and time to boost my chances of getting into a good phd course by doing loads of volunteer work in the counselling sector and did a shadow placement with a psychologist, and did a horrible, poorly paid job in children?s social care to get more background knowledge of the sector, make contacts etc.
However, the OU recently announced that the conversion course had to be completed by 2013 because the previous government decided in their wisdom to stop funding the OU?s conversion courses. I feel the rug has been pulled out from under me and would never have begun the course if I knew it was going to have a limited deadline. Truly depressing.
The OU advised I could transfer to the full psych degree, which I feel a bit resentful about as I?ve done my penance with a full degree and think they should have said this when I signed up.
Do I go hell for leather and try and finish the conversion course with a young baby, and risk getting a low mark and not getting BPS eligibility, and missing out on spending time with DS? I struggled with the last course?s exam because I was pregnant (though didn?t know at the time. Bloody morning sickness!).
Should I ditch the OU and train as a counsellor rather than counselling psychologist?
Or should I forget about studying ? its not exactly served me well so far.
Funds are limited now as are my partner?s patience with me stressing with essays and exams, and poor jobs.
All this and a little DS?I must be mad but all advice appreciated.