ECA, achieved but wanted better :(

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Feeling pathetically sorry for myself. I got my ECA results today for an openings, and though I did get achieved, two of the 8 marks were just achieved. I got that for my first TMA, and got 8 achieved for the second. Feeling stupid and grumpy. Need to do my next ECA (another course, but one I want to pursue) this week, and am now convinced I'll be a disaster. I know it is ridiculous to be disappointed with a pass, but I really am.

Of course the funny thing is the next ECA is on Happiness, and I have just realised this reaction probably makes me a maximiser, rather than a satisfiser! Ha Ha, feel better already, I have learnt something!!!

The first one was Understanding Children - possibly a bit late now I've got three, and have just started Psychology. Loving loving loving that.

DH just came back from a few days away, and almost wet himself laughing when I told him I was disappointed. I need to get a grip! and maybe spend a little less time on MN.....

Thank you for your kind words.