This could be in health, mental health, pregnancy or relationships so stuck it here as a cover-all!
So, I've had a shitty time recently, dumped, shoved out of the house, job in jeopardy, nearly 30 weeks pregnant plus a host of other crapness and it did get so bad I needed help from the CMHT (ongoing in a gentle way).
I feel alright now, although probably cry several times a week at my predicament and through feeling a bit lost and lonely, used and shat on. But hey ho.
I've got my house looking quite nice despite limited funds, I'm sorting out work and am just choosing my courses for OU, got me and the children in a good routine and suddenly have lots of new friends out of the school mums and have got really close to existing friends as they have been so supportive of late. I'm not doing that badly really but I am quite afraid of how I sometimes feel for moments at a time.
Today I had an appointment in town and banking to do and sitting in the office waiting for my appointment I was so close to tears for NO reason.
I passed old doddery people and started to cry, saw a red headed little monkey of a boy (about age5/6) crossing the road in his school uniform and he was all legs and silliness and made me smile but then nearly cried.
I don't know what the chuffing hell is up with me because it sets me off feeling v. low and despite all the good stuff and not really feeling any anxiety anymore I feel kind of in search of something and when I csan't find it I feel all pointless and almost despersately depressed. But, it passes.
Anyone at all empathise with this?