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really confused as to how i reacted to an old house, am i going mad??

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ItsThePeggyPatchStop · 26/03/2009 13:48

Had to go and visit our landlord to sort out our rolling contract and he told us last night to visit him in his house/office. id never been before, but its up a pitchblack lane which was scary and literally in the middle of nowhere.
when we did eventually arrive, there was a really odd feeling about it, i cant put my finger on exactly what it was, but there was definatly something up. we buzzed the massive wooden doors and a voice said i ll be there now, (there was also a camera watching us). the bloke came down and looked relitivly normal, but the house was filled with suits of amour and sculptures of peoples heads. the only way i can describe it is it was like a mix of Catherine Cookson and Jonathan Creek. the bloke did say it had been in his family for genirations.
i ve never ever had the feeling that i had last night, i shock all the time we were there, i felt like i couldnt breath every time dh tried to pull his hand away. i didnt say anymore to dh and we went home, watched family guy etc and managed to hold it all together but when it was time to sleep i burst into tears and absolutly sobbed, dh was shocked and asked what was wrong and all i could say was that house scared me, and the shakes started again.
i couldnt sleep at all last night, the more i tried to get it outta my mind the more it seemed to stick, even talking about it now is upsetting me.
i know all of this sounds silly and i need to get a grip, but i have never felt like this ever and i really dont understand why it affected me so bad?? i thought the feeling would go once we were outta there but it didnt. its really scared me and i cant stop feeling this way. What do i do?

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ItsThePeggyPatchStop · 26/03/2009 14:00

sorry about spelling etc , wrote this really quickly

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edam · 26/03/2009 14:02

oh dear. If it's upsetting you, it is serious - you aren't being silly.

Haven't got a clue about what you can do, though, except tell yourself you got out of there OK and don't have to go back.

Can you go somewhere nice today? Somewhere you enjoy being and feel happy - local park? Nice caff for tea?

ItsThePeggyPatchStop · 26/03/2009 14:07

pouring down with rain, so im mouching around the house and Ds is asleep.
i have never felt that way before, i felt as tho i needed to run from something that perhaps wasnt there or couldnt be seen if that makes sense?? the chap was nice enough not gushing with conversation but tidy enough, i suppose you could say that the house was so old it had feel of many dark secrets about it.
i know its all a bit far fetched but it has scared the living day lights outta me!

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ItsThePeggyPatchStop · 26/03/2009 14:09

and i have to go back there tonight, for my mum to sign as she a guarentor (??? spelling) for me.

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DippyDino · 27/03/2009 00:43

I get a funny feeling that perhaps you were connected with the house in a past life, and this place has negative connections for you.

Don't worry, these feelings are only 'memories' and can't hurt you now, although they are upsetting.

(I freely admit that I have slightly odd ideas about things that I don't expect everyone else to share!)

ItsThePeggyPatchStop · 27/03/2009 01:58

TBH i thought that, but didnt have the courage to say it out loud lol i went back there today with my mum (thursday) and it was still light out side etc, but the same horrid feeling came back, hense why im on here at 2:00AM !!! but as i said before, the house felt as if it held dark secrets, almost like i new somewhere inside of me what they were but at the same time didnt! that probs doesnt make anysense at all but its really hard to explain it.

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ItsThePeggyPatchStop · 27/03/2009 02:01

sorry should have said KNEW

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mrsmaidamess · 27/03/2009 06:16

Sounds like a panic attack

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