i'm feeling sad a lot of the time. I can't really say why, i just don't feel "right".
it doesn't help that i'm exhausted but until recently was so happy
it also doesn't help that the friend who supports me most is leaving the country soon; not only will i miss her so much but i also wanted to do voluntary stuff abroad and the more i hear about her doing it the more i feel bad that i didn't do it when i had the chance
i have also started thinking about my family. I really starting to find it hard being away from family, which is ridiculous as I only have bad memories of them