I have been in my current role a few years now, I initially was expecting to be a class TA, this was the case for my first 6 months. However after that I've constantly been put with extremely difficult children, one or two that have caused me severe stress. This year I've been put with 4 different children all 1:1 at varied times, there are still issues. However, my main problem is how I'm not enjoying being a 1;1, I know this how schools can work now with budgets. But when you see other staff not being made to and almost being able to dictate who they work with, it makes me so angry. My only motivation is the holidays and hours. I don't want to give the job up because I would miss that and it motivates me somewhat. I'm feeling bored because the class teacher doesn't really help much, no SLT. For me it's teaching assistants who make the progress not the teachers, yet we get no recognition so it is demoralising. I've come back this week and I'm counting down until the summer holidays, I've just had enough. But I honestly wouldn't know what else to do.