It was the weekend of Easter . I found my friend dead laying on her bedroom floor..the kicker is ,she had been been dead since December. (5 months ) I seen her in December the 11th to ge exact. A couple of days later I went back by her house and knocked on her door . I had her house key . I unlocked the the door and called her name. There was mo answr. I thought maybe she was at the doctors . So I locked the door again and left a note on her door. When I went back the note was still on her door. ( thinking it had only been a couple of weeks not 5 months) seeing that note I knew something was not right. I went in and found her. Her body was mummified. I feel so terrible inside . If I would of went inside her house when I left the note I would of saved her from laying on her floor for 5 months. Why I didn't go in that day , I can't answer that question. I guess my life had just got to busy. At least she's not still on her bedroom. Floor. Having a hard time with this one.
I feel so terribly bad Inside. And nobody in my life understands how I feel cause I'm the only one who seen her laying on that floor. It's hard to get that image out of my head. I'm trying hard to get through this one. It's a hard one . Just needed to get it off my chest someway.