Hey @BDismakingmeexhausted .. definitely! I didn’t find the waiting to be seen for treatment by the NHS too long necessarily, but to say we started treatment 6 months ago and we’re “no further along” per se I can definitely see the benefit in going private and skipping the box ticking exercises the NHS have to go through. I have to say though, our experience so far has been positive and I can’t fault them. It’s not their fault the lower doses didn’t work and they’ve been great in keeping us on the right path etc.
The one month I did ovulate on the letrozole, I have to say it was extremely text book and I was almost like “ohhh, this is what it feels like!” Vs all the months I thought I’d been ovulating but clearly hadn’t. I had all of the classic signs in the lead up to ovulation, then the ovulation pain and then lots of signs after due to the high progesterone.
Regarding the ovulation tests.. I’d never had a positive before so like you gave up on them. However, once I was told I would ovulate when they saw a big follicle on my scan I did buy some to test which day it happened. On that ovulatory month the tests worked great for me.. I used strips (easy@home) and the clear blue ones, and they both went positive on the same day so that coupled with the symptoms were a great way for me to confirm ovulation had happened. I have to say though, last month when I didn’t ovulate I got no positives on the strips, but clear blue gave me a positive!!! The only reason I can think is that my LH spiked a bit but not enough to release my egg, but it’s definitely made me wary of the tests and I’ll be doing both alongside each other again next time because the fact one was positive and the other wasn’t also confirmed my suspicions I hadn’t ovulated.
it sounds like you have a great attitude and plan towards everything with regards to already wanting to figure out what your next steps might be etc. I do think that’s the best way to be in this situation because you have to listen to your body and push for what’s right for you I think :) the only thing I’d say from my experience is that sometimes thinking TOO far ahead sent me into a bit of an anxiety spiral, so I’ve found focusing on the month I am in has helped to avoid getting overwhelmed by it all…. Especially because every month could be “the” month.. you never know!
Good luck.. I hope it’s not too much of a long journey for you x