i wish i didnt bought my house and wish i had a full time job with a better pay than my old job....

[biglips]

but i cant as im 14 weeks pregnant atm and even when i was working full time before i had my dd, the money that we bought home together, we barely had any monies to ourselves so we do rely on credit cards abit but thats is under control.

im so tempting not to tell anyone that im pg but who will take and pick my dd from the preschool every day?, and since my dp and his work partner took over his boss's window cleaning business last September we thought it will be a good thing...... no its possibly the worst thing to do!! as we are scraping for our pennies and the payers are bad payers.....At the first 5 months weve been bringing home about £200 a month!!! so we are demanding the payments now but its still struggling. Dp is carrying on till September and if its still the same, he will quit as he had tried.

im so fed up now!!

im just holding it all in atm!

ive put this in the feeling depressed thread

is there any other job he could do? congrats too . haven't seen you here for a while.

no not really as hes got a mild dyslexia, but he does have a level 2 BSL but would like to to level 3 but its a 18m course, plus you gotta do a one day work experience plus its cost a bomb which we cant afford. He can go to another window cleaning job but he so wanted this business for a long time and wanted to make it work...if it will ever happen

He is talking about taking on another job too but this window cleaning job is somwetimes a 5 days a week or 6 days.

I was thinking of maybe take on a night time job stacking shelves maybe.....i wonder if thats hard to get or would i struggle to deal with DD too?

oh and thanks souths

Biglips congratulations

thanks again

night stacking would really take it out of you i imagine, are there no friends that you could ask to pick up and take your dd to preschool? i know it's really hard.

no cos all the friends ive got live in a different disrict and one friend who live around the corner from here walk her twins to their afternoon pre-school everyday (its a different school). Cant ask mum as she works plus i dont live in the area where i grew up as this is my dp's area.

so ive not got much choice then havent i??