This will sound very spoilt, which is why I am posting here rather than asking friends. Please no unhelpful or rude replies.
My partner gave me a very extravagant gift card for a shop (used to be my favourite but it isn't anymore) He did it to be kind but we were in a bad place at the time and it felt like he was buying me (although I really don't think this was his intention, he just likes being kind to me). Its made me feel really awkward, there is nothing I want from there and even if there is, I don't want to buy something as it feels like he's just given me money. It feels spoiling, it makes me feel uncomfortable. I guess it's just not my love language and I can't bring myself to use it. Ive had this with presents from my parents before where I get stressed when a lot of money is spent on something I really don't want. I found it weird he got me a voucher as its unpersonal and feel like he's just got me money which is weird from someone our age (we are 21). I'm stressed as I went in and didn't like anything. I do have a long time to find something but feel stressed and a bit panicked about buying something for the sake of it. I tried calling the shop but I can't return it and its too niche to sell online. Im too embarrassed to talk to friends about it as I* *sound spoilt. I don't want to embarrass him by talking to others.