Have to get this off my chest so Ill feel better. Had dp come on Saturday, thought he was staying til Monday but he said he was leaving Sunday. Felt quite disappointed as had exp coming so was hoping I could spend a few hours out with dp. Sunday, exp said he was going to come 1pm, arrived at 12pm. Txt me to say him and his parents were here (I was still in pjs, dp had just finished packing his bag) Dp read text and said he was leaving. Good job too as he saw them driving past in their car to park. I quickly got dressed, sprayed my perfume around as I could smell dp's deodrant. Left exp and co waiting for about 5mins before I got to the door. Exp looking very cross so knew he had seen dp.
After hour exp's parents left, exp said about he saw dp and thought it was unfair etc, but I told him I had life of my own, and it wasnt stopping him from seeing dd which was all he wanted. Mum came so I left. Found dp in tescos. He had seen the train box office was closed so couldnt get his train ticket home! Was staying the night spent a few hours out. Came home. Dp sat in car for hour whilst I went back in at 4, and exp and co left at 4:30. Poor dp was cold. Dp stayed the night and left Monday lunch time.
Went docs today as I am still suffering from pains in my side from a week ago and had my usual doctor. It was thought that an infection I had hadnt gone, but my doc thought it might be due to something else. Got my tablets, and read that it could affect my pill. Told dp as Im seeing him on Friday til Sunday and he freaked out and thought I was talking about the last lot of tablets I had, and was freaking out that I could be pregnant and was being quite insensitive imo. Fair enough that he was probably just upset/shocked/confused/scared and its understandable, and he apologised anyway, but then he said that it just seemed to familiar to how it was when I was with exp, which really pissed me off. He is at the cinema at the moment so have sent him a text, telling him that he pissed me off as he makes it sound like Im hoping Ill get pregnant so itll be like how it was with me and exp, that cos it happened with me and exp doesnt mean im going to get pregnant by dp, and if i did end up pregnant, then i would get an abortion as i wouldnt want to fuk up his life as he put it
feel bit better now that ive got off my chest. just cant believe how insensitive dp was although I suppose its understandable, and that i have to hide dp away from them just to keep them bloody happy Thanks if you read it. xxx