I'm feeling like a bad person....
I am marrying the love of my life next year.
He's perfect for me in every way but sometimes I think to myself "he's not the hottest looking guy I've been with" (but they have all ended up being a-holes)
Also I don't think we have super hot chemistry like I have with other guys.
I don't know if there's something wrong with me, do other women have these thoughts, am I a terrible person?
I did have a bit of an emotional breakdown last week thinking I need to see a doctor as I have had depression from my teen years and I wonder is it rearing it's ugly head again?