I'm in a relatively new relationship (6months), which has been tested through personal problems and situations. I have an 18 month old daughter from a previous relationship that broke down due to mental abuse.
My ex partner doesn't know about my new relationship as I haven't been able to grow the strength to tell him given he's so irrational. He's still very much involved with our daughter as is his family.
The bombshell is I have recently found out I'm pregnant and instantly thought it wasn't the right time that I wasn't stable enough physically or emotionally. My new partner is against terminations and categorically doesn't want to go down that route and I've been in conflict with myself about it as I too wouldn't rather not have to go through with a termination. I have so many concerns that are overwhelming and my heart and head are in total conflict and I feel completely lost and alone. I don't know what to do for the best. I've tried not to attach personal feelings to the pregnancy but I can't help it and those feelings are getting stronger but equally I know what the right thing to do is.