I lost it somewhere between opening the passenger car door, faffing about with carseats in the back and getting into the drivers seat to drive home. Yes, we were somewhere else when this happened. All three of us. Me and the 2 girls.
All of this happened after a morning where I convinced myself I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
I took my two DDs out to buy new sandals today. The shopping part was a success. Things went wrong once we got back to the car.
The tension started to rise when DD2 let go of my hand across the carpark and managed to run and fall over I carried her back to the car and opened the passenger car door with my car key. I put DD2 in her carseat and then went round to the other side to check DD1's strap was tight enough.
I then discovered that DD1 had undone DD2's carseat from the main seatbelt holder. It was probably an accident because we have just moved the carseat into the middle and there's not so much room for DD1 to see which seatbelt she is undoing. After that there was much huffing and puffing from me as I tried to re-attach DD2's carseat, all the time watching the clock and just wanting to be home.
I got into the drivers seat, holiding my set of keys, and discovered that there was no longer a carkey on my keyring we were about 6 miles from home.
I think I swore profoundly. Where did it go? I looked under and between and in everything. Every seat, every bag, every pocket, every mat. Under the car, under the cars either side of me. I still have no idea where the disappearing car key went to.
And of course I didn't have my mobile phone with me I was near a town centre so we walked into town, after I squeezed the buggy through the parcel shelf, out of the boot.
The bus took 45 painful minutes to travel 4 miles. And then I had to get a train the last 2 miles.
I was actually very calm after it was obvious those keys had disappeared into a black hole. I guess I am not on the verge of a nervous breakdown afterall since I didn't fall to my knees in the car park and sob.
Evidently my life is so dull that I kind of enjoyed having something so dramatic happen in my day.