I need to get my life back on track

[harman]

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Tackle the smoking first. It is the single most damaging, self destructive thing you are doing and it will give you a massive boost of self respect (and oxygen!) if you stop. Without sounding like some sort of nutty evangelical ex-smoker - read Allen Carr's 'Easy Way To Stop Smoking'. Brilliant. That's all I'll say.

Those fags dont help harman, they also make you feel like your...I dunno, Oh bloody hell, I cant even do that right. So if you got on top of them, and stopped seeing them as a pleasure(because the sooooo are NOT) then you would be half way there.
For a good year of my life I got out of bed thinking..... Whatever happens today, no matter what, its a good day if I get through the day without smoking.
And id get into bed and pat myself on the back for achieving such a feat.
Regardless of crashing the car, or shouting at the kids or having a bad hair/face/arse day.
It was a good day coz I hadnt smoked.

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a rampant rabbit

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Just vanish to the bedroom for howver many minutes it takes. Or lean against the washign machine LOL
Did you manage to drive past the garage?

Did someone mention whips????

PMSL pan

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Harman would luurrrvvvee to be whipped. I think.