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Why is this world so cruel sometimes?

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dejags · 20/07/2004 14:27

Without going into too much detail a friend is going through a really rough time - her little brother (aged 8) has an inoperable brain tumour and has days to live - this is an extract from his mom's journal which saw me in floods of tears...

~ He's My Son ~
by Mark Schultz

I'm down on my knees again tonight
I'm hope'n this prayer will turn out right
See, there is a boy that needs your help
I've done all that I can do myself
His mother is tired
I'm sure you can understand
Each night as he sleeps
She goes in to hold his hand
And she tries
Not to cry
As the tears fill her eyes

Can you hear me
Am I getting through tonight
Can you see him
Can you make him feel all right
If you can hear me
Let me take his place somehow
See, he's not just anyone, he's my son

Sometimes late at night I watch him sleep
I dream of the boy he'd like to be
I try to be strong and see him through
But God, who he needs right now is you
Let him grow old
Live life without this fear
What would I be
Living without him here
He's so tired
And he's scared
Let him know that you're there

Can you hear me
Am I getting through tonight
Can you see him
Can you make him feel all right
If you can hear me
Let me take his place somehow
See, he's not just anyone, he's my son

I just can get to grips with this - it seems to cruel, everytime I go to his webpage I just sit and cry... I am probably a bit over-hormonal being 33 weeks pregnant and all ...

I just thought I'd share the poem as it is so poignant...

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Bunglie · 20/07/2004 14:30
Sad
misdee · 20/07/2004 14:31

i'm crying too, but am also hormonal. childrens lives are so precious.

tigermoth · 20/07/2004 15:26

poor family, such a terrible thing to happen. That line, 'I dream of the boy he'd like to be' has really got to me.

agy · 20/07/2004 15:39

Its not the hormones Dejags...

twogorgeousboys · 20/07/2004 15:54

Don't know what to say because this is so sad but wanted to add a message.

busybee123 · 20/07/2004 15:57

its always the decent innocent ones who's lives are cut so short.....its just not fair.....poor poor little boy and his family

Twinkie · 20/07/2004 16:06

Makes you wonder why we get pissed about porn in windows, dog poo and other meanial stuff when things like this tug at your heart so strongly.

God just makes me think that I would not want to live without DD

Chandra · 20/07/2004 16:17

Another one in tears here

dejags · 20/07/2004 21:20

I don't suppose there are many answers to this sort of thing. His family accept that it's happened to them and that they will have to carry on. He is at home and being kept as comfortable as possible.

Just wish for their sake that there was a possibility of a different outcome....

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Hulababy · 20/07/2004 21:24

What a tragedy

sanssouci · 20/07/2004 21:32

If you believe in prayer, or even if you don't, pray! What else can there be but a miracle?

dejags · 20/07/2004 22:09

This little man has been in my prayers for months - until very recently he was doing so well. He exceeded all medical expectations and even managed to get by with minimum chemotherapy. Not sure exactly what happened but there have been recent complications and he is now paralysed...

Sanssouci - I haven't seen you on MN before, are you from Cape Town?

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sanssouci · 20/07/2004 22:17

Nope. I don't live in England but that's all I'm saying! I love being able to pour my heart out if I need to to my buddies on MN. I can't talk this freely and frankly to my best friend so I am very glad to have this website. My DH says I'm an addict. He's right! As for the prayer, I truly believe that all prayers are heard and answered. There's a big difference between wishing and praying.

maisystar · 20/07/2004 22:21

agree with twinkie, this makes you realise how petty so much stuff is... bless him

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