For the past 10 years I have been in love, madly, deeply in love with a man who is just to die for.
He is tall, dark and so good looking but he is also smart and kind.
He has had a hard life, his first wife and children were killed and he has never gotten over that.
He works hard, (he is a doctor).
I have stood by him all the while he was training, I have stood by him when he went off the rails and slept with hookers, I have watched him have failed relationships one after the other, I even stood by him when he had a child by another woman.
Today I find out he is leaving me, I found this out by chance from someone on the internet.
I am heart broken, How could he? Why?
I always thought one day he would be mine all mine.
I know now it will never be so and there is only one thing I can do to get over the pain.
I will have to watch Greys anatomy instead of ER