DP was clearing out some boxes from garage a couple of weeks ago and found a box of old video tapes. He asked if I wanted to look through them but I was busy doing other things and said no just chuck them.Then this weekend I was tidying tv cabinet and realised video tape of DS1 as a baby was missing. It was film taken of him on my FIL's old huge BBC type camcorder before we owned our own and as such was just on an ordinary video tape. Well of course I have realised that this tape must have been in the box in the garage and I am gutted. It was the only film of my son as a baby and I am close to tears every time I remember that the tape is gone forever. There is absolutly nothing I can do about it so I dont really know what I am expecting anyone to say but I just wanted to tell someone how cross I am with myself for not taking better care of my precious memories