Right i've changed my name for this cos i feel like an idiot really and don't want dp to read.
I cannot stop thinking about or dreaming about a lad i used to know at school, and it's driving me mad.
I've always dreamt about him alot, usually about being at school or something similar, but 5 times now, i have dreamt that he is dead or seriously ill and dying. Twice i've dreamt that i'm at his funeral and i've woken up crying (try explaining that to dp).
It is really bugging me now though because i haven't seen him since i was at college and no one else i know has seen him either. I have his old address and phone number but am to much of a wimp to ring and find out if he's still there or indeed alive.
It's turing into an obsession, everytime i go out i'm looking at evry bloke to see if it's him.
My friend said that dreaming of death means something about a birth. Well if thst the case he must have loads of kids by now
I know it's stupid problem but it's bugging me now.